'It was all a bit scruffy, but it didn't seem to matter'

Then we went off to the famous flat in Zurich, which was an ordinary modern block. Some chap who worked for Dignitas introduced himself. They're continually asking the whole time if you want to go through with it, saying it's fine if you want to pull out, even right to the end, when they're mixing up the poison. But no, she was absolutely determined to do it. It wasn't soft lights and soft music, it was all a bit scruffy in a way, but it didn't seem to matter. I can't remember quite what we said to each other in those last minutes, something like, 'Good luck, have a good trip,' or, 'Thank you for the happy times we've had.' Guardian