No money and Jacob, my deformed son, in the womb

I've undergone some extremely painful physical things in my life. . . . I've suffered pain that brought me near convulsions, caused me to pass out repeatedly, and sent me into shock. But if someone were to ask me what was the most painful thing I've ever experienced, I'd have to say it was when I had to arrange for my son's funeral -- two days before he was born. CARM